Tuesday, December 31, 2013

2013 in Review

Looking back....it's been a neat year!  Again, very different than I planned or thought might be coming, but pretty wonderful!  I'm grateful for goals and dreaming and purpose and direction and then other wonderful opportunities that come along the way.

Here are some of the highlights of 2013:

Learning

Service
  • I was actively involved in family history work - I indexed over 4000 names and went to the temple nearly every week (one new temple - Brigham City Utah, plus Jerusalem - the Temple City).  I still need to take some family names to the temple, so I'm going to try to get serious about that in 2014!
  • I learned a lot about communication and organization and leadership and following while helping to organize visiting teaching for over 260 people and enjoyed chances to visit new people in the neighborhood.
  • I'm still looking for a consistent place to volunteer.

Travel
  • I did use my passport, which was a major HIGHLIGHT of the year!  I LOVED Israel and Italy!  Incredible!  I'm so grateful for time and the ability and freedom to explore.
  • I loved my goal of a trip a month - it was a stretch a couple of times, but I helped me think about the importance of traveling and learning (even when it's a small trip to a different neighborhood).  I visited St. George three times (with trips to Zion's and Snow Canyon and a chance for the whole family to be together for Thanksgiving), visited Seattle, visited Palo Alto and San Francisco, quite extensively explored many neighborhoods of Salt Lake City, did some hiking in the Wasatch Mountains, and spent good time with family.  This trip a month things is something I plan to keep up!

Professional
  • I became a Certified Travel Counselor and had my paper about the value of travel published in a Travel Institute publication.
  • I felt a lot of hope this year.  I still have more to dream, but I feel like I have been blessed this year to see and feel happiness each day.  I don't get stressed much anymore - I try to live more each day by daily bread.  It makes me happy.  :)
  • I'm still looking for my purpose and mission in life, but there have been great opportunities that I hope to use to further help me grow to my potential and look for ways to give more in the years ahead.

Physical
  • I didn't run a marathon, but tried to stay active....including 80 miles on foot around Europe and 50 miles on a bike through Tuscany.  (To make up for 2013, I've committed run the 2014 Utah Valley Marathon.)

Home / Family
  • I enjoyed lots of time with family - grandparents, parents, siblings and their spouses and spouses-to-be, nephews and nieceS (welcome Hailey!), and cousins.  I'm grateful to be close to a lot of family.
  • I've really started to create a home....and as for creating a career - I've been blessed and directed and for now I'm happy where I am and look forward to seeing where current opportunities lead.  :)
  • I've done pretty well at getting to bed by 11:00 - probably one of the best goals I set last year and I hope to keep it up.
  • I didn't do too well at keeping a journal, but I've been a little bit more focused blogger and hope to do better with both in 2014.  
  • I'm still working on being me and living purposefully each day.

2013 was a great year and I'm looking forward to an even better 2014!

Sunday, December 22, 2013

Do You Have Room?

This Christmas Sunday I was touched by two ideas taught by Elder Neal A. Maxwell - very applicable at this time of year, but always!  One thought refers to the star of Bethlehem and its orbit that was determined long before that important night.  The other is the lesson we can learn from the innkeepers.

In his 2002 talk entitled Encircled in the Arms of His Love, Elder Neal A. Maxwell refers to the star of Bethlehem to help illustrate how God has prepared the way for:
"Recall the new star that announced the birth at Bethlehem?  It was in its precise orbit long before it so shone.  We are likewise placed in human orbits to illuminate.  Divine correlation functions not only in the cosmos but on this planet, too.  After all, the Book of Mormon plates were not buried in Belgium, only to have Joseph Smith born centuries later in distant Bombay....
"The Prophet Joseph Smith declared that God, 'before [the earth] rolled into existence,...contemplated the whole of the events connected with the earth. ...[God] knew...the depth of iniquity that would be connected with the human family, their weaknesses and strength, ...the situation of all nations and ... their destiny, ...and [He] has made ample provision [for mankind's] redemption.'  
"Part of God's 'ample provision' consists of imperfect people like you and me, committed to shining and serving in our appointed orbits, knowing all the while that we are encircled 'in the arms of [His] love.'"
Ten years earlier, in his talk entitled Settle This in Your Hearts, Elder Maxwell declared, "Each of us is an innkeeper who decides if there is room for Jesus!"  What would we have done if we were there that night?  How would we have made room for strangers traveling by in need of help?  How do we open our hearts and homes and lives to Him today, each day?  Are we distracted or embarrassed or busy or are we open and looking for ways to invite Him in?  :)

This is a BEAUTIFUL song and video reminding us of that message to make room for Him in our lives:



I'm grateful for the gift of our Savior Jesus Christ!  I'm grateful that our loving Heavenly Father sent Him to earth to live and die for us.  I'm grateful also that He sent us here to live and learn and come to know Him as we strive to understand the "orbits [we are] to illuminate."  I hope to work more diligently and purposefully to make room for Him each day!

Wednesday, December 18, 2013

Giving Gifts

I'm not a good gift-giver.  Gifts aren't my love language, so sometimes I have a hard time finding the right gift for others and I probably don't adequately acknowledge and thank those who are good gift-givers.  I love the idea of giving, but I'm better at giving time and energy myself.  I've wondered why gifts are such a focus of Christmas, but I like to remember that we are honoring the Savior and I am inspired by others who are good gift-givers....and a few articles I've read lately about how to give good gifts:
One of my favorite quotes on this topic is from President Thomas S. Monson's talk at the December 1998 First Presidency Christmas Devotional.  He teaches, "What will you and I give for Christmas this year?  Let us in our lives give to our Lord and Savior the gift of gratitude by living His teachings and following in His footsteps.  It was said of Him that He 'went about doing good.'  As we do likewise, the Christmas spirit will be ours."  

There was a Christmas exhibit at the Church History Museum this year celebrating the Boy Scouts and doing a good turn daily.  I was inspired by that thought and gift and focus.  I want to be a better gift giver.  I am grateful for the gift that Heavenly Father gave of His Son, our Savior, Jesus Christ....and hope I to remember to honor Them every day by doing good.

Saturday, December 14, 2013

Journey to Bethlehem

I LOVED visiting Israel this summer!  Ever since then the scriptures have come to life even more for me.  It's amazing to be able to picture in my mind "going up to Jerusalem" and the diverse religious groups and customs.  It was a wonderful trip!  I learned so much.  I have a greater love and appreciation for this area and its history and people, particularly for the life of the Savior and those that knew Him when He lived on the earth.  There is more I wished I could have seen and done, but it was an amazing tour for the few short days we were there.

One place that we didn't get to and that I would like to visit sometime is Bethlehem.  I have been reminded of this (the Little Town of Bethlehem) often in the past few weeks - everyone is talking about going to Bethlehem!  :)  A few have mentioned that it isn't an easy journey - it wasn't for Mary and Joseph and it isn't today (across a heavily guarded border of the West Bank), but thinking about that journey has been even more meaningful to me this year.  I really loved two essays that I read recently (from different perspectives, but equally inspiring) about bustling Bethlehem:


I loved this sweet depiction of the sacred events:  Good Tidings of Great Joy: The Birth of Jesus Christ

I was particularly touched and inspired by President Monson's comment at this year's Christmas Devotional"May we all make the journey to Bethlehem in spirit, taking with us a tender, caring heart as our gift to the Savior."  More important than fancy gifts and a physical journey to Bethlehem is a spiritual journey to be with Christ and to bring an open and loving heart.  This is such a sweet and wonderful reminder of what it's all about!

Thursday, December 5, 2013

A Month of Testimony


I LOVE Christmas time, the decorations, the music, the stories, the movies, the lights, the trees, the traditions, the goodies, the time to gather with family and friends.  It's about joy, faith, peace, hope, giving, sacrifice, kindness, goodness, believing, freedom, and love.  It's about Christ!  All of these blessings and every other good gift and blessing come into our lives because of Him.

I testify of Jesus Christ, our Savior, the Son of God.  He lives!  Because of His life and love and Atonement and sacrifice and example and resurrection, our lives have purpose and meaning and direction.  Each day this Christmas season I want "to give an answer...[and] a reason of the hope that is in [me] (see 1 Peter 3:15)."  (Check back for daily updates....and feel free to share your own reasons for hope in the comments.)  Merry Christmas!  :)
  1. I testify of the true love felt in family relationships.  I testify of the eternal and important role families play in our Heavenly Father's plan.
  2. I testify of the love our Heavenly Father and Jesus Christ demonstrated in creating our beautiful world - the mountains, the hills, the red rock, the desert, the seasons, the weather, the rivers, the sun, the trees, and the open country.
  3. I testify of the cleansing power of the Atonement - in our lives and in the world.  Waking up to a world covered in white snow makes me think of the importance of being clean and white.  It reminds me to slow down and think about what's important and the purpose of our creation.  I'm grateful that our lives can be made clean and white through Him.
  4. I testify of the peace of the blessings of the temple and that we truly are children of God.  He loves us.  He knows us....each one.  He is "no respecter of persons" but loves each of His children.
  5. I testify of the blessings of a testimony of Jesus Christ and the joy felt in sharing our knowledge with others and learning from others as they teach by the Spirit.  We each have different talents and understanding, but we can bless others as we share and learn as we humble ourselves and seek knowledge.
  6. I testify of the importance of giving of self, sharing talents and being real and genuine.  Christ gave all.  We each have something we can give.  As we humble ourselves and share who we really are we will be happy.
  7. I know that there are great blessings of peace and joy and direction that come when we take time to be still and ponder and read and learn and study the words and teachings of the Lord.
  8. I know that sacrifice is key to our Heavenly Father's plan.  President Hinckley said, "Christmas means giving.  The Father gave the Son, and the Son gave His life.  Without giving there is not true Christmas, and without sacrifice there is not true worship."
  9. I testify of the importance of work and the joy it brings in our life when we labor to learn and grow and support ourselves and make a difference for good in the world.
  10. I know God loves us.  One way we see and experience that love is through other people who are good and kind and love and serve and care and reach out in personal ways to share love with others.  I'm grateful for those examples in my life today!
  11. I testify of the importance of service and visiting and ministering and knowing those around us so that we can help them.  For the last several years my service opportunities at church have revolved around organizing individuals to reach out and serve and minister one-on-one to those around them.  I know this is important and the Lord's way - to know our neighbors and love and support them.
  12. I testify of the truthfulness of the Bible.  I know it is the word of God and teaches of Jesus Christ, our Savior.  I am grateful that we have these words to study and learn from the life of our Savior.
  13. I testify of the importance of good music and how it can help us come to know Him better.  I am grateful for those that are blessed with talents to write and perform inspirational music, especially at this time of year, as it points all of us to the Savior.
  14. I testify of the importance of giving.  God loves us and gave us everything that we have - our lives and His son.  As we strive to become like Him we must learn to give in meaningful ways.
  15. I know that missionary work is the work of God.  He wants all of His children to have the opportunity to learn and know of His love and plan for them here and now and as soon as possible, so He sends missionaries all over the world to serve and teach and share.  These missionaries are blessed in the process and draw closer to the Lord as they give and learn and teach.  It's a beautiful plan and program.
  16. I know that we aren't strangers.  It's wonderful to be a part of a community and to be connected and rejoice and celebrate the goodness of God together!
  17. I know that angels are real!  They have come to proclaim important events.  They continue to teach and sing and rejoice.  They are among us.
  18. I know that everything -- especially the creations of the earth (the snow, the trees, the lights in the heavens) -- testify that God lives!
  19. I know that we will be happy as we keep God's commandments and live faithfully to the covenants we have made with Him.  I'm grateful for commandments and covenants that bind us to Him.
  20. I know that Jesus truly is the light and life of the world.
  21. I know that the Book of Mormon is a true testament and record of Jesus Christ's teachings and that studying and living these teachings will bring us happiness and closer to God.
  22. I testify of the importance of letting the Savior into our lives.  There can be many distractions and other priorities, but when we remember Him and put Him first we will be blessed and happy and have opportunities to help others as well.
  23. I know that Joseph Smith was a prophet of God - chosen to restore the fullness of the gospel of Jesus Christ to the earth.  I know that he saw our Heavenly Father and Jesus Christ - a revelation that changed the world forever.
  24. I know that Jesus lives.  He was born under miraculous and humble circumstances.  He lived a perfect life and His infinite Atonement saved the world and each one of us.
  25. I testify of the importance of family traditions and relationships and being together.
  26. I know that God love us no matter what - even when we're sick and seemingly useless.  :)
  27. I testify that God is love.
  28. I know that it's good to have time to be still and quiet and rest.  It's sometimes in the quiet moments that we can feel God's love and inspiration.
  29. I know that it is important to study and seek and ask and learn.  We can come to know God.
  30. I testify that God hears our prayers.  He is our Father.  He loves us.  He is a part of our lives, especially when we invite Him in.
  31. I know that God will speak to us as we are open to listen.  He speaks to us when we are humble, when we are quiet and listening.  He speaks to us when we put ourselves in places where we can be inspired.  He speaks to us through music.  He speaks to us through scriptures.  He speaks to us through prophets and leaders.  He speaks to us through the Holy Ghost.  I know He loves us - He speaks to us!

Tuesday, December 3, 2013

November Trip - St. George for Thanksgiving

It was a WONDERFUL weekend with the whole family!  I'm grateful.  :)  ....for fall, for family, for home, for being together, for nice weather, for faith, for blessings of peace and safety and freedom and happiness.  Some of the highlights included:
* driving to St. George with Kayla and Kai and Kayla praying for me to get married and that we would survive the fog of Fillmore
* playing games with everyone - Moods, Spot It, MBTI and love languages
* playing at the park (x3 or 5)  :)
* a special birthday lunch for mom's 60th birthday
* swimming at Sand Hollow with the group (Noah giggling the whole way down the water slide)
* Thanksgiving dinner with the group (Kayla placing the nametags and Noah finding all the snickers bars before dinner)....and the mashed potatoes and peanut butter pie
* biking and running the river loop
* watching Mason enjoy the nativity scene at the St. George Temple and Noah climb right in to be a part of it!  :)









Thursday, November 14, 2013

He will help us!

Remember that great verse - probably the first one that you ever memorized?  1 Nephi 3:7.  Nephi says to his father, "I will go and do the things which the Lord hath commanded, for I know that the Lord giveth no commandments unto the children of men, save he shall prepare a way for them that they may accomplish the thing which he commandeth them."  And after journeying and coming up with several ideas (that didn't work) and trying again and showing the Lord He was willing to listen and follow, he succeeded in obtaining the brass plates.

I feel like I have seen that promise come to life for me recently.  We have been encouraged to be more engaged in family history work.  I set a goal for myself to index 2000 names this year (that's more than twice the number of names I've indexed in my whole lifetime up until now).  I knew it would push me and I was off to a slow start.  I got serious about it again a few weeks ago and last week, as I was being more diligent, I stumbled across a very easy assignment (UK electors lists)....that helped me exceed my goal this week....and it's still November!  :)  I did some harder ones too, but finding this project helped motivate me to keep working....and then I found some other enjoyable projects (Jamaica, Tennessee, Alabama, Louisiana wedding and death certificates).  These projects gave me the chance to think more about these people and their lives - how they loved and lived and died.  It's exciting and wonderful work!  If you haven't tried it yet, sign up here

I know that this is just the beginning and there is so much more I need to do, but I know that the Lord will bless us and help us to accomplish that which He needs us to do or that which we strive to do in righteousness!  I know that this applies to other things - like actual family history research, finding a home, someday creating a family, etc, etc.  Those all sound a little bit more overwhelming to me now, but if He can help with indexing goals I know it applies to all aspects life as we work and have faith and trust in the Lord.  :)

Sunday, November 10, 2013

I am ready now!

Today I was inspired by the response of Ephraim Hanks to Brigham Young, who asked for people to go bring the struggling saints in from the plains.  Ephraim Hanks simply responded, "I am ready now!"

I think that is also the call to us today - be ready NOW to give, to serve, to sacrifice, to teach, to share, to stand up, to go, to lead, to help, to endure, to be diligent, to live our covenants, to have faith, to make a difference, to be kind, to love, to live, to die.

I think this relates to the veterans who we celebrate this weekend.  They were ready to serve, to give, to sacrifice and went when they were called.

I think also of those suffering in the Philippines today after a huge storm.  There are many in need and I know there are many ready to help.  I hope we can all remember and help them where we can and/or think of those around us and be ready to help now!

I'm grateful....and inspired by these examples and want to "be ready always (see 1 Peter 3:15)."  :)

Friday, November 8, 2013

a previous lifetime...

It was fun to spend the day in Provo, at BYU...thinking about and remembering a previous lifetime!  :)




Tuesday, November 5, 2013

Recent Inspiration

You should watch this - Wrong Roads ... and read this - Marriage Isn't for You.  They are both WONDERFUL and teach truth and remind us who we are, where we're going and how we can get there....with patience, faith, love, trust in God, selflessness and love for others.  So good!!

I was also inspired while watching this movie again - Joseph Smith: The Prophet of the Restoration:

(At 30:45) "We're not just building a temple here.  The Lord is building us."

(At 41:00) "The worth of every soul is great in the sight of God."

(At 45:40) "The truth of God will go forth boldly, nobly, and independent, till it has penetrated every continent, visited every clime, swept every country, and sounded in every ear, till the purposes of God shall be accomplished, and the Great Jehovah shall say the work is done."

(At 46:00) "A man filled with the love of God cannot be content in blessing his family alone.  He will be anxious to bless the whole human race."

(At 48:00) "The Lord intends marriage to last forever.  If a man is not willing to help and cherish his wife here, why would she want him hereafter?"

Sunday, November 3, 2013

The Lord is My Shepherd

Here is the song that uplifted and encouraged me today:  The Lord is My Shepherd

The Lord is my Shepherd; no want shall I know.
I feed in green pastures; safe-folded I rest.
He leadeth my soul where the still waters flow,
Restores me when wand'ring, redeems when oppressed,
Restores me when wand'ring, redeems when oppressed.

Thru the valley and shadow of death though I stray, 
Since thou art my Guardian, no evil I fear.
Thy rod shall defend me, thy staff be my stay.
No harm can befall with my Comforter near.
No harm can befall with my Comforter near.

In the midst of affliction my table is spread.
With blessings unmeasured my cup runneth o'er.
With perfume and oil thou anoinest my head.
Oh, what shall I ask of thy providence more?
Oh, what shall I ask of thy providence more?

Another good one:  My Shepherd Will Supply My Need

Tuesday, October 29, 2013

Christlike Attributes

This is a beautiful, wonderful, inspiring little video clip that reminds us of the life and example and teachings and attributes of our Savior, Jesus Christ.

Saturday, October 26, 2013

October Trip - Lehi

Lehi was definitely the best place to visit and hang this month!  :)

Happy Birthday, Hailey!

Hanging out with this group always makes me happy - a little bit crazy, but always happy!  The pre-Halloween festivities were even better than the real thing!  :)



Sunday, October 20, 2013

Homemaking

I have a traveler's, explorer's, wanderer's heart in many ways, but this past year I have been thinking A LOT about the importance of home!  Home is where the heart is.  Home is family.  Home is love.  Home is comfort and refuge, safety and peace.  Home is full of traditions and culture.  Home is much more than a building or place to sleep or furniture and decorations.  It is where we live and learn and study and grow.

We learn in the Bible Dictionary under the topic of Temple that "a temple is literally a house of the Lord, a holy sanctuary in which sacred ceremonies and ordinances of the gospel are performed...a place where the Lord may come, it is the most holy of any place of worship on the earth.  Only the home can compare with the temple in sacredness".  I love that and I think that our attitude towards home and the importance of home will determine the spirit that fills our home.

A few months ago we had a nice Relief Society meeting about creating a home.  The sister sweet 90-plus-year-old sister teaching the lesson focused on D&C 88:119, "Organize yourselves; prepare every needful thing; and establish a house, even a house of prayer, a house of fasting, a house of faith, a house of learning, a house of glory, a house of order, a house of God".  She acknowledged all that needs to be done in a home and the importance of being organized, professional and finding balance.  Home is a laboratory for living and a refuge of peace, serenity, safety, respect, and fun.  The homemaker is the CEO and should be up on time and professionally dressed and organized with a calendar in hand.  She acknowledged that each family is different, but recommended family business meetings (where everyone brings their calendar), no toy boxes (but every toy having a place), study areas, wearing an apron, and planning out a weekly menu and shopping list.  It was inspiring to learn from her!  We can create an environment around us that invites the Spirit into our lives.

Growing up in Hawaii and having a traveler's heart has made me not very attached to things, but this past year I have been looking for a home and striving to create a home, even though my immediate family is very small.  :)  While I'm still searching for the right physical location and building and hopefully someone else to join me there :) ...there are some things I can do and that we should all think about doing regardless of what kind of home we live in.


There are many inspiring scriptures about home:

  • Lehi dwelt in a tent because he was being obedient to the Lord (see 1 Nephi 2:15).
  • Essentially, Captain Moroni rallied the troops to defend their homes (see Alma 46:12).
  • One of my all time favorite scriptures about home is found in 3 Nephi 17:3.  Here the Savior has been teaching the people and He instructs them to to "go ye unto your homes, and ponder upon the things which I have said, and ask of the Father, in my name, that ye may understand, and prepare your minds for the morrow, and I come unto you again."  I think that teaches us much about the sacred importance of what our homes should be.

One of the greatest resources we have today is The Family: A Proclamation to the World.  This divinely inspired document is full of truths that are important for us to learn and study and live.  This article from 2005 is inspiring:  A Practical guide for building a gospel-centered home, as well as the Guide to the Scriptures and the Topical Guide.


There are MANY wonderful General Conference talks about home:



....and inspiring music:
  • For the Beauty of the Earth
  • Love at Home
  • Home Can Be a Heaven on Earth
  • I Am A Child of God
  • O, My Father

Ultimately we are here on earth to learn and prepare ourselves to return to our heavenly home (our real home).  I'm pretty sure we will feel most comfortable there if we have spent our time here focusing on building homes after the same pattern of faith, righteousness, goodness, kindness, and love.

Saturday, October 19, 2013

Missionaries

For some reason and many reasons and all of a sudden, today I am particularly grateful for the wonderful opportunity I had to serve for eighteen months as a full-time missionary for The Church of Jesus Christ of Latter-day Saints.  It's almost been 12 years since I returned, but that decision and experience has blessed my life in more ways than I can count or that I probably even know.  I'm grateful for the wonderful people I was able to serve with - companions, other missionaries, leaders and members who taught me so much!  I'm grateful for those that I met and taught and loved and served and learned from.  I'm grateful for the beautiful and wonderful places and neighborhoods that I got to know so well in South Korea.  I love Busan and Daegu!  I think there is at least one person or lesson or experience or scripture or place or blessing I'm reminded of from my mission everyday.

I LOVE this video - Mormon Missionaries!  This is what missionaries are and what they do.  For two years after returning from my mission I worked as a teacher at the Missionary Training Center in Provo, Utah.  Here's some information and a video that depicts what life is like there as thousands of missionaries prepare to go to all of the world to teach of Jesus Christ.  Here's a fun way some missionaries recently shared the joy of the Plan of Salvation!  :)  Recently Michael Otterson reported in the Washington Post of More Mormons on a Mission.

I'm excited each day when I think about the opportunities I have to continue to share my love for the teachings and Church of Jesus Christ.  Recently at a stake conference meeting our stake president asked all of the missionaries to stand up and sing a musical number, Called to Serve.  We are a unique stake because we have a whole branch of full-time church and family history missionaries, so I think everyone was looking to them to stand up, but the stake president waited for all of us to stand - we are all missionaries.

I recently read a WONDERFUL book by Clayton Christensen called The Power of Everyday Missionaries.  There is much we can do to reach out to those around us in love.  The best way to be a missionary is to love and invite and include and be friends with everyone.  There is power in living the gospel and not being afraid to share how it blesses us with others.


So, go forth and let your light so shine!!  :)

Monday, October 14, 2013

Stuck

Have you ever felt stuck?  That's kind of how I'd describe some things for me at the moment - unmotivated, holding pattern, waiting for something, temporary.  It can be hard to move forward when you're waiting for something - I partially don't even know what it is I'm waiting and I don't have full control either.  That's hard.  It' reminds me of this little video from my childhood:  Winnie the Pooh and the Gopher

     "Are you stuck?"
     "Oh no....just resting and thinking and humming to myself."
      ....      "What's your problem?"
     "First thing to be done is to get rid of that bear.  He's gumming up the whole project."
     "...He is the project!"

I can't explain all the reasons that I feel like this describes the situation exactly, but it does....and it makes me laugh and "hum to myself" instead of cry.  :)

The other day while walking around Temple Square I heard one of the sister missionaries ask a tour group as they were standing by the Seagull Monument, "Do you have any crickets in your life?"  :)  Do you know the story of the miracle of the seagulls?  They saved the pioneers' crops from being eaten by the crickets one of the first years the pioneers were in the Salt Lake Valley.  Those faithful people lived right here in my neighborhood, 165 years ago.  They fasted and prayed and Heavenly Father sent the seagulls to get rid of the crickets and save their crops.


That reminds me of this article in the Deseret News - the miracle of the cancelled fishing trip.  Life is full of unexpected changes, cancellations, and LOTS of waiting (I was reminded by my sister who is nine-months pregnant that we're all waiting for something).  :)  But we can choose our destiny and move forward in faith.

And we just need to move one day at a time.  As Elder Christofferson teaches, "I think it's not by chance God has created us in a way that we have to have daily physical sustenance."  We must turn to God for our Daily Bread.  We must look to Him and have faith in Him and remember Him as the source of our blessings.

Here's an interesting and timely article, The Key to Immediate Happiness, that has helped me think about the importance of getting unstuck, moving forward and "unpacking my bags."  I think I also need to go re-read A Single Voice.  :)

Monday, September 30, 2013

Catching Up

The last two weeks I've had the chance to meet up with three good friends that I haven't seen in a long time - a mission companion, a colleague and travel companion, and my very first roommate.  It was really nice to catch up with each of them and I'm grateful for how they've each blessed my life!  I've been blessed to know some really wonderful people in my life!

A couple of years ago I was having a conversation with some roommates about all the roommates we've had.  If I didn't win for the most, I was close with 32 different roommates (not including my sister and other family members).  :)  The other day I started making a list of the number of different languages they happened to speak - 10 (Arabic, Korean, Spanish, Polish, Portuguese, Danish, Chinese, ASL, Hungarian, and Japanese)....and that's just languages!  When I think about all the majors and jobs and talents and interests they represented it would include many amazing things: violin performance, teaching, cooking, generosity, kindness, patience, communications, linguistics, nursing, law, recreation management, administration, policy experts and analyzers, and more!

I have enjoyed living by myself for the last 18 months, but some days I miss the unique opportunities and blessings of roommates.  :)  I'm grateful that there are still opportunities to catch up even after many years and when we live many miles and even oceans away.

Sunday, September 29, 2013

music

Today I was touched by music....two songs in particular:

1. I've always loved I'll Go Where You Want Me to Go, but I was inspired again last night singing it together at the General Relief Society Meeting and then watching this video at Church today was wonderful!



I want to be better at living this way every day - focusing on seeking and following the Spirit to bless others along the way!  What a wonderful world it would be if everyone tried to live this prayer and song:

It may not be on the mountain height Or over the stormy sea, 
It may not be at the battle's front My Lord will have need of me.
But if, by a still, small voice He calls To paths that I do not know, 
I'll answer, dear Lord, with my hand in thine: I'll go where you want me to go.
I'll go where you want me to go, dear Lord, Over mountain or plain or sea;
I'll say what you want me to say, dear Lord; I'll be what you want me to be.

Perhaps today there are loving words Which Jesus would have me speak;
There may be now in the paths of sin Some wand'rer whom I should seek.
O Savior, if thou wilt be my guide, Tho dark and rugged the way, 
My voice shall echo the message sweet: I'll say what you want me to say.
I'll go where you want me to go, dear Lord, Over mountain or plain or sea;
I'll say what you want me to say, dear Lord; I'll be what you want me to be.

There's surely somewhere a lowly place In earth's harvest fields so wide
Where I may labor through life's short day For Jesus, the Crucified.
So trusting my all to thy tender care, And knowing thou lovest me,
I'll do thy will with a heart sincere: I'll be what you want me to be.
I'll go where you want me to go, dear Lord, Over mountain or plain or sea;
I'll say what you want me to say, dear Lord; I'll be what you want me to be.


2. I visited a second ward this afternoon and loved the opening song!  I don't think we sing it enough and it was very applicable today:

In fasting we approach thee here and pray thy Spirit from above
Will cleanse our hearts, cast out our fear, And fill our hunger with thy love.
Thru this small sacrifice, may we Recall that strength and life each day
Are sacred blessings sent from thee--Fill us with gratitude, we pray.
And may our fast fill us with care For all they children now in need.
May we from our abundance share, Thy sheep to bless, thy lambs to feed.
This fast, dear Father, sanctify--Our faith and trust in thee increase.
As we commune and testify, May we be filled with joy and peace.

Fasting is a wonderful blessing and strength in my life.  I'm grateful for the inspiration and love that seem to flow into my life as I focus more completely on the Lord.  I was grateful today for both of these songs that helped remind me of the great importance to focus outward, to humbly come to the Lord to heal us and strengthen us and then to go forth with complete faith in Him to do what He needs us and wants us to do.  It's about humility and following the Lord....not being afraid but trusting in Him and caring for others.

The phrase "cast out our fear" really jumped out at me as I was singing with a group of mid-singles this afternoon.  If you have never attended a mid-singles ward then you are missing out on an experience - one that I wouldn't have minded missing in my life, but there are also some unique and wonderful lessons that come from being a part of this group, I think (maybe more on this later).  This is just my thought (and definitely says more about me than anyone else in the group), but every time I walk into a mid-singles gathering I sense a LOT of fear.  Somehow the confidence and joy and experiences gained the first 30 years of life fly out the window and you're left ALONE.  There are many different challenges that people face in life that might invite fear into a heart, but one of the main messages of the Atonement and our Heavenly Father's plan is peace and faith and joy and no fear!  Having real faith in Him casts out all fear!  Through and with Him we can do all things.  He will fill us with love and joy and peace, which will help us to then go and be what He wants us to be.

That's how I was touched by music today.  :)

Sunday, September 22, 2013

become as little children

Today was one of my favorite days of the year - not just the official beginning of fall, but the yearly Primary program!  For some reason the past couple of years I have been traveling or visiting other wards on the day of the program and I was so glad to be there today.  I am touched by the faith and innocence and love and testimonies of the sweet children.  Our ward has a small Primary with only about 10 kids, but they were so sweet and I was touched by their goodness and confident testimonies, as well as their teachers' who were standing with them singing the messages of the restoration of the gospel of Jesus Christ.

What a wonderful blessing that these children learn the truth and joy of the plan of happiness and our purpose here on earth from such a young age!  They learn to recognize and articulate their feelings about Heavenly Father's love for them and our Savior's mission.  They are honest and opening and unafraid in sharing what they believe and they trust and love their teachers.  What a beautiful example for all that we should be.  As I was listening and watching today I was touched (by their words, their actions, the music, the example of the teachers, The Plan, a reminder of my testimony) and my faith in the Savior and His gospel and our Heavenly Father's plan was renewed and strengthened.  It's simple.  It's beautiful.  It's true!

"And Jesus called a little child unto him, and set him in the midst of them, and said, Verily I say unto you, Except ye be converted, and become as little children, ye shall not enter into the kingdom of heaven.  Whosoever therefore shall humble himself as this little child, the same is greatest in the kingdom of heaven (Matthew 18:2-4)."

If you are searching for truth or peace in your life or just looking for motivation to continue to move foward, listen to some primary songs, go to church, hold a baby, talk to or listen to or observe a child, humbly open your heart to listen to what the Lord would teach you.....and then go to a missionary farewell and learn about the truths and importance of family.  That's what blessed and helped me today.  :)

Sunday, September 15, 2013

Motivation

I don't know if it's the time of year and not being in school or what, but apparently August/September is the time when I start searching for motivation in my life.  What am I doing with my time and my life?  What are my goals?  I realize that no one else can motivate us to do anything.  Motivation and desire come from within.  They can be strengthened by the encouragement of others, but ultimately no one can make us do anything.  It's easy to be lazy, but I've found in my life that happiness comes when I'm busy doing something good.  As I've been searching for motivation lately, here are a few pieces of inspiration I found:

Recently we studied the words of President Lorenzo Snow, Faithful, Energetic Service in the Kingdom of God, that have been a good reminder and inspiration to me.  He said, "Knowing our religion to be true we ought to be the most devoted people on the face of the earth to the cause we have embraced."  We have the truth!  All we should want to do is share it!  There's some motivation.  :)

Another wonderful reminder is this April 2010 message by President Henry B. Eyring, Act in All Diligence.  I'm inspired by many sweet videos and examples shared on the new website, Hastening the Work of Salvation, including this one, My Work and My Glory.

A couple more wonderful talks/thoughts that have reminded me recently of the importance of diligence and discipleship include a talk by Elder L. Tom Perry given in October 2000 entitled Discipleship.  He reminds of us the importance of cleaning well the baseboard and if we're going to leave anything undone have it be in the center of the room.  :)  Another motivating and inspiring Lorenzo Snow lesson coming up is Church Leadership and Selfless Service.  Brother Russell T. Osguthorpe just taught in a CES fireside about the importance of being disciples, having pure motives and giving our will to God.

In his talk during the Priesthood session of General Conference in April 2013, President Dieter F. Uchtdorf said, "When God works through us, no one and nothing can stand against us....You have your own special contribution to make, and God can magnify that contribution in a mighty way.  Your ability to contribute is not dependent upon your calling in the Church.  Your opportunities for service are endless.  If you are waiting on the sidelines, I encourage you to get in the game.  Don't wait for a particular calling before you become fully engaged in building the kingdom of God....you are already called to the work....Rise up to your true potential...and you will be a force for good."

And from a recent Bible Video, the Savior teaches to Seek Ye the Kingdom of God.



So, here are some goals that will help me stay motivated and get to January!  :)
- Finish the Doctrine & Covenants
- Read the Four Gospels over the holidays
- Sign up for a marathon by the end of the year
- Find a service opportunity before the end of the year
- Finish my indexing goal (2000) before Thanksgiving
- Buy a house by March
- Follow the Spirit in blessing and helping someone each day

Tuesday, September 3, 2013

August / September Trip - St. George

I'm getting used to a three-day birthday weekend.  :)  It was a nice weekend in St. George.  I enjoyed the peaceful four-hour drive each way and time to think and watch the world go by, except for the downpour and river of water driving through Fillmore on the way home.

A few weekend highlights:
- watching the storm clouds and evening light on the mesas driving into St. George
- searching for golf balls - it's like Easter every day!  :) ....complete with surprise jackrabbits
- watching the sunset glow on Snow Canyon
- a bike ride through Snow Canyon
- relaxing at home
- falling asleep watching movies
- sleeping in
- playing the piano
- talking to mom
- talking to dad
- football
- a Cafe Rio birthday dinner overlooking St. George and the lightning storm
- mint chocolate chip ice cream and chocolate cake
- cousins, family and friends
- hiking the Zion Narrows

Wonderful weekend!  Hopefully the start of another great year!  :)  Thanks, Mom and Dad!  :)












Sunday, August 25, 2013

Faith

I love the gospel of Jesus Christ. It brings me great comfort and joy and direction. Yesterday I spent a couple of hours swimming with my young niece and nephews. They enjoy the water, but are still in the early stages of learning to swim. I was impressed by their trust and faith in those there to catch them. It was important that they knew us and trusted our abilities and care for them. This made me think of how we can completely trust in and depend on our Savior. We must come to know Him and we’ll know that He will be there to take care of us. Faith in the Lord Jesus Christ is the first principle of the gospel. As a part of our Heavenly Father’s plan we had to leave His presence and come here to earth to learn and live and walk by faith to prove ourselves faithful to Him.

How we can develop or increase our faith in Jesus Christ, be true to the faith we have and share our faith with others?

We are taught that faith is to hope for things which are not seen, but which are true. We learn in Alma 32 that faith includes patience, humility and action. Faith may begin as a little seed (even just a desire to believe) but that seed will grow as we nourish it through study, pondering, prayer, seeking to know the Lord and most importantly through our obedience to the Lord’s commandments.

Faith is complete trust in the Lord and the opposite of fear. It is waiting on the Lord, but that doesn’t mean sitting still. J We must actively seek the guidance of the Holy Ghost and follow directly. Proverbs 3:5-6 teaches, "Trust in the Lord with all thine heart; and lean not unto thine own understanding. In all thy ways acknowledge him, and he shall direct thy paths."


1.       Faith must be centered in Jesus Christ in order to produce salvation. To have faith is to have confidence in something or someone. The Lord has revealed Himself and His perfect character, including all the attributes of love, knowledge, justice, mercy, unchangeableness, power…to enable the mind of man to place confidence in Him without reservation.

·         Elder Robert D. Hales taught, “The first step to finding faith in the Lord Jesus Christ is to let His word—spoken by the mouth of His servants, the prophets—touch your heart. But it is not enough merely to let those words wash over you, as if they alone could transform you. We must do our part. Or as the Savior Himself said, “He that hath ears to hear, let him hear.” In other words, hearing requires an active effort. It means taking seriously what is taught, considering it carefully, studying it out in our minds.

·         Moroni admonishes us in Ether 12:41, “seek this Jesus of whom the prophets and apostles have written, that the grace of God the Father, and also the Lord Jesus Christ, and the Holy Ghost, which beareth record of them, may be and abide in you forever.”

2.       Strong faith is developed by obedience to the gospel of Jesus Christ, in other words, faith comes by righteousness.

·         Elder Joseph B. Wirthlin taught, "Faith is not so much something we believe; faith is something we live.”

·         President Henry B. Eyring taught, “Our choosing the right consistently whenever the choice is placed before us creates the solid ground under our faith.”

·         Nephi is a great example of obedience. He responded with faith when asked to get the brass plates and build a boat to take them to the Promised Land. He says, “I will go and do the things which the Lord hath commanded” and “Lord, whither shall I go that I may find ore to molten, that I may make tools to construct the ship?” (1 Ne. 17:9)

3.       Faith is a principle of action and power.

·         It was by faith that the world was formed. The Savior said, “If ye have faith as a grain of mustard seed, ye shall say unto this mountain, Remove hence to yonder place; and it shall remove; and nothing shall be impossible unto you” (Matthew 17:20). Miracles often follow faith.

·         In Matthew 9:20-22 the Savior is on his way to visit someone who needs his help “and behold, a woman, which was diseased with an issue of blood twelve years, came behind him, and touched the hem of his garment: For she said within herself, If I may but touch his garment, I shall be whole. But Jesus turned him about, and when he saw her, he said, Daughter, be of good comfort; thy faith hath made thee whole. And the woman was made whole from that hour.”

4.       The effects of faith include: knowledge that the course of life one is pursuing is acceptable to the Lord, blessings in this life, assurance of personal salvation in the world to come

·         Elder Hales taught, “We cannot receive the greatest blessings Heavenly Father has in store for us without developing the patience and faith to wait….'For the people of the Lord are they who wait for him;' (2 Nephi 6:13)….We wait upon the Lord when we walk in faith with a humble expectation that His promises are sure."

·         I think this may be something we wonder about at different points in our life…is the path I’m pursuing in accordance with God’s will? Two years ago I was living in Washington DC. Life was good, but I felt like I needed to return to Utah. In some ways it didn’t make much sense to the leave my job and the opportunities there to return to the same job I had here before graduate school. But it has been a blessing in many ways and neat to watch special opportunities open up when I followed a prompting in faith. 

The scriptures are full of accounts of faith. By reading these stories we can come to know our Heavenly Father and Savior better and increase our faith in them. I love the lists in Ether 12 and Hebrews 11.  We could each make a list of faithful examples that inspire us to be valiant in our testimonies. Some on my list would include:
·         Noah building a boat when there was no sign of rain and while others laughed and persecuted him.
·         The Widow of Zarephath feeding Elijah when she had nothing for her son and was blessed for her faith.
·         Abraham being willing to sacrifice Issac.
·         The children of Israel fleeing Egypt and crossing the Red Sea on dry ground.
·         Shadrach, Meshach, Abed-nego refusing to worship graven images and responding to King Nebuchadnezzar, “If it be so [if you cast us into the furnace], our God whom we serve is able to deliver us from the burning fiery furnace, and he will deliver us out of thine hand. But if not,…we will not serve thy gods, nor worship the golden image which thou hast set up.” As Elder Dennis E. Simmons taught, “This is a statement of true faith. They knew that they could trust God—even if things didn’t turn out the way they hoped. They knew that faith is more than mental assent, more than an acknowledgment that God lives. Faith is total trust in Him. Faith is believing that although we do not understand all things, He does. Faith is knowing that although our power is limited, His is not. Faith in Jesus Christ consists of complete reliance on Him. Shadrach, Meshach, and Abed-nego knew they could always rely on Him because they knew His plan, and they knew that He does not change. They knew, as we know, that mortality is not an accident of nature. It is a brief segment of the great plan of our loving Father in Heaven to make it possible for us, His sons and daughters, to achieve the same blessings He enjoys, if we are willing.
·         The Brother of Jared knowing that the Lord would help him light the stones he placed before him, which opened up further opportunities for him to learn more from the Lord.
·         Abinadi and Samuel the Lamanite declaring bold testimonies of the Savior without fear for their lives or what might happen to them.
·         Ammon and his brothers giving up the kingdom to teach the gospel to the Lamanites.
·         Abish valiantly living the gospel and watching for the time that she could share her faith.
·         Helaman’s 2000 stripling warriors trusting the Lord would protect them.
·         The Nephites of 3 Nephi 1 watching steadfastly for the sign of the coming of Christ – even when threatened with death.
·         Moroni remaining faithful to the end, and would not deny Christ even though he was alone and threatened by death.
·         Joseph Smith, as a youth, having faith to test God’s promise that if he would ask of God he would receive an answer.
·         Brigham Young and the pioneers leaving their homes to travel to an unknown new land and the Lord directed.
·         The example of faithful family members who have met challenges with faith.
·         The example of faithful missionaries eager to learn and prepare to teach the gospel.

In April 1997, Sister Bonnie D. Parkin shard some faithful pioneer examples and taught, “Do these stories sound so different from what we write in our journals today? We show faith by the courageous choices we make each day.  President Harold B. Lee gave some marvelous advice for modern pioneers: ‘We walk to the edge of the light, and perhaps a few steps into the darkness, and you will find that the light will appear and move ahead of you.’ We must walk by faith. That means stepping into the dark unknowns because we believe that Heavenly Father is awaiting us…with open arms.”

We each have our own stories of faith!
·         We do family history work and temple work because we look forward to the resurrection.
·         We pay tithing and serve and help to build the kingdom of God because we know this is God’s work.
·         We spend time studying the scriptures and praying and pondering.
·         We serve missions and have the courage to open our mouths and share our faith with our friends and neighbors.

Although faith is the first principle of the gospel, it is something we must work at increasing every day.

In 2011, Elder D. Todd Christofferson gives an example of the children of Israel, "By providing a daily sustenance, one day at a time, Jehovah was trying to teach faith to a nation that over a period of some 400 years had lost much of the faith of their fathers. He was teaching them to trust Him, to 'look unto [Him] in every thought; doubt not, fear not' (D&C 6:36). He was providing enough for one day at a time. Except for the sixth day, they could not store manna for use in any succeeding day or days. In essence, the children of Israel had to walk with Him today and trust that He would grant a sufficient amount of food for the next day on the next day, and so on. In that way He could never be too far from their minds and hearts."

President Gordon B. Hinckley said, “In the on-working of this great cause, increased faith is what we most need. Without it, the work would stagnate. With it, no one can stop its progress.”

Faith in Jesus Christ is an anchor and a sure foundation. President Thomas S. Monson taught, "My beloved brothers and sisters, fear not. Be of good cheer. The future is as bright as your faith. I declare that God lives and that He hears and answers our prayers."

We have been warned that we need strong faith for the days ahead. Elder Russell M. Nelson said, “Why do we need such resilient faith? Because difficult days are ahead. Rarely in the future will it be easy or popular to be a faithful Latter-day Saint. Each of us will be tested. The Apostle Paul warned that in the latter days, those who diligently follow the Lord “shall suffer persecution.” That very persecution can either crush you into silent weakness or motivate you to be more exemplary and courageous in your daily lives.”